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LISTEN. nobody is online to read this but i just. i was going through my old blog for a tag and then i came across my tag for someone i used to know and then i remembered how much people i used to have to talk to, like friends/qps etc and i know i had a problem with keeping TOO many people in my relationships but i enjoyed having that many people to talk to

and now i have like./…..almost no one and that makes me sad. and i might have even less soon. and idk im upset because i feel like im never gonna have more people to talk to ever again, im never gonna make new friends and im always going to be lonely. i hate this